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I Fret

by Lab Partner

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ash pudding wednesdays Wanting to take a bath and listen to this album on repeat until the water turns cold. Subtly intoxicating. Favorite track: Say Something Or We Will Never Make It.
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paria genuine and pure; a tightly bound bundle of emotion that unravels the more you spend time with it. Favorite track: We're Bombing Out.
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e. boy oh boy do I love this album Favorite track: A Hug.
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Chloe B This album is blissfully painful and soft. A work of art. Favorite track: About Sophie.
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1.
What is he good for? He needs to be told. I can see his languish soul, it's taking it's toll. His mere few years have felt like too long. He's had enough of the breath in his lungs. And he's dwelling on the previous. And his pain it becomes so serious. The disposition of hate begins to titillate. There's blood on the blade.
2.
We all get to race through the curves, but the mudders will continue to travel through the dirt. There is no use screaming while their heads are in the fodder. I know pain. I know it's your daughter. Someone else but you. It couldn't be had. Life is a wonderful thing to see unless it ends in tragedy. Imbue in me the fleeting feelings, for it's only a moment that I need. You're not beat unless you beat yourself, so do not beat yourself. Do not beat yourself. Hooves already developed. I can't keep going. I can't keep going. Make me feel.
3.
Lazy Sensual 02:14
She dances when she walks. She has rhythm in her bones. She wears a button-up vintage Under the sweater she owns. Sleeves rolled up, Collar undone. Looks of lazy sensual, And lips to suck on. She keeps a pacifying tone. She's content with being alone. The curve of her nose, Her freckles and moles. Have an effect on the feelings men hold. Sleeves rolled up, Collar undone. Looks of lazy sensual, And lips to suck on.
4.
Keys 01:38
Oh no. I found your keys in November. They were lost in September. So, I'm guessing you don't remember. no... Well, my child will be born without you in the room. Perhaps you'll never meet her But be kind if you do. I don't really want to see you. I don't really want to meet your eyes. I don't really want to see you. I'm so sorry if I lied.
5.
I asked for help through a wave goodbye. But we know that goodbye is a loss of a lifetime. The time we've talked about forever. Forever. We lost it at a distance. It wasn't close, I know. Bye bye dear, I know.
6.
I see a face in the painting that's not actually there. So I rush into the square where the real ones pretend not to be scared of their coming days, and for their friends losing life and their hair. Are we all insane? Is this a revelation? Am I insane? Am I a demonstration? In the painting, in the painting, It's there. The eyes are all on me now, can they see my face? Or am I not actually here?
7.
Jackal's Cry 01:49
Sun has set, enter the night. Hear them howl at the appropriate time. But I don't want to be here. I don't want to be something else. All wicked faces filled with fright. And many die. Shivers of unknown feelings roll down your spine. You didn't make the hard-bitten climb. Became a brother to the jackal as it cried, As it cried.
8.
It's murder darling, It's murder dear. But we both have yet to shed a single tear. They're growing darling, They're growing dear. We can't justify a child's healthy fear. Happy darling, Happy dear. Bid the lot farewell and see them in a year. You're swerving darling, Curve coming dear. Keep your eyes ahead and don't forget to steer. What they're saying, Will not clear. Frail and skeptical of who remains sincere. What they're saying Disappears. Spare the charlatans, and work to persevere.
9.
Victory 04:18
Scintillating grid repeating A life's passed peripheral feelings. It's hard to digest the treason When you've lost the will to reason. There's no one here, there's no one here. Proceed with an arbitrary tendency To illustrate a memory. Anyway that you'd like. I need I need I need relief. Pertinent judgement, Feel the necks as they bend. You can't begin to settle it Until you break ground again. It's what i fear, it's what I fear. Proceed with an arbitrary Tendency to wrap your arms around me. I need I need I need victory. Victory.
10.
About Sophie 03:28
Praying you will pass the trials. Look back on the memories when we smiled. Lift your eyes, stop acting like a child. Please give me the hope that we'll reconcile. Walk with me and I will walk with you. I will never mind what you went through. There is nothing you will have to prove. I just miss the girl that I once knew. I miss the girl that I once knew. I do. Quiver in the rain, I will tend the flame. If there is still pain, I will take the blame. When it's all in vain, I'll love you the same. Sight is set on shame, I'll scream out your name. Held to higher standards you had abused. Why can't you accept what you've refused? Living out the lies and not the truth. Little lost soul you live with what you choose. I don't want to lose you. Shadow in the tree has come to comfort me. Softly as I bleed, throw them in the sea. I don't want to lose you.
11.
Say something or we will never make it. You're mumbling a case of the worthless. Collapsing, what's left is tattered traces. We can't be happy 'cause we are nothing like them. Say something or we will never make it. Contracting, you worsen in the basement. Ethology will keep a cheekbone tilted. So, say something or we will never make it. We'll never make it. Thewless excuses. Dreams of the toothless. We can't be happy 'cause we are nothing like them. Say something or we will never make it. We'll never make it.
12.
A Hug 02:00
A simple sympathetic embrace Could carry us through our mistakes. It could warm the cold that makes our bodies shake. Do not chase the inborn hold away. If you do, how will you make it through the day? Will you float by with nothing to say? Maybe. So, throw your arms around the ones that invite you, Despite you. So, throw your arms around the ones that invite you, Despite you. It could be the last time to. A simple sympathetic embrace Could carry us through our mistakes. It could warm the cold that makes our bodies shake. Do not chase the inborn hold away. A hug could save the day. So, throw your arms around the ones that invite you, Despite you. So, throw your arms around the ones that invite you, Despite you. It could be the last time to.
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14.
We're bombing out baby, And I thought that maybe. Oh, but it's messing with my brain It's messing with my brain. I do not feel the same. There's nothing left, No flame. And I know I'm so critical. One reason we're over: I'm not one for getting too close. Well, how about another: Your hands were too clammy to hold. We're bombing out. I know. You don't care about me anymore. You look at me like I shouldn't have been born. You don't care about me anymore. Sometimes it looks like you think I hate you too. And I know I'm so critical. I have feelings of regret. I didn't want it to end. My imagination isn't working. How can I repress all of this hurting?
15.
"I Love You" 02:34
She told them he said "I love you" At the end of the call. He failed to espy, or recognize. He didn't think at all. He was trying to be a good friend to a heart that was sore. Those words to a young girl Can mean so much more. Now he's crying He didn't know or understand. Though, he meant it.
16.
Crimson 05:17
Woe to Ariel! Ariel! Woe to the stubborn sons, Sitting underneath the created sun. Adding sin to sin in the light of the mighty one. All together rapt in skin for skin. Wavering men will become something nonexistent. Awake! Awake! Clothe yourself with strength! Storm-tossed and beaten, but it's you who will remain. Dried up a barren eunuch cries. Live your life for him, and he will wipe your eyes. So, call out full-throated, the world needs your voice. Yours, It's beautiful. It cuts through the noise. Arise O' woman. Breathe in a world full of wicked breath. A tendency till there's nothing left. Bereft. Bereft. Bereft. Woe God! I'm a man full of sad sobs. Blot out our feeble mournings and qualms. With your unremitting abstract palms. Oh, show us your arm. Archaic spiel repeated has remained to heal. Is it real? Is it real? Listen. Dismiss this imposition born from vacillate souls. Wail you oaks! Upheaval turns insignificant smiles downward. We're shaking out the knives that formed in all of their words. Sanguinary sweeping, Indignation caused the seeping, And the hills melt. (You have to let them know.) With the blood of the prey covering your doubts. Torn up memories that we've kept. A tendency till there's nothing left Bereft. Bereft. Bereft..
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Ellipsis 00:52
18.
Fellow heart carver in her new bedroom. Listening to her so called poet I assume. A love only lasts a while if you breathe in the fumes. So, she does it every day and begins to shape her tomb. It's not a life to live if there's not love within. She's such an indecisive murderer of the boyish grin. But cannot help herself in the moments of her fluttering fits. It's happened multiple times. Oh, she can't survive Without a fraction of a man who will stay by her side. You're awfully optimistic for a listless relationship. That will not happen once this endless limerence hits. If he doesn't take the reigns who will control her brain? She needs a genuine action to progress in this game. It's not a life to live if there's not love within. Fellow heart carver. Indecisive murderer. If he doesn't take the reigns who will control her brain? She needs a genuine action to keep a name.

about

Howdy.

Here is my album, I Fret.
An eclectic collection of songs made by a tyro.
It's not great, filled with mistakes, but I put heart into it.

Thanks to all who take the time to listen.

Sincerely,

Your Lab Partner.

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released March 9, 2018

Written, performed, and produced by:
Jiles Beaver

The I Fret artwork was a collaborative painting done by:
My mommy and I.

A thank you goes out to my mother and father
for supporting and encouraging my creative efforts.
Love you two. :^)


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